Post by logan on Jun 8, 2012 12:58:07 GMT -5
"What are you after?
The question rolled around inside Alex's head like a loose marble, bouncing here and there but never going away. It was a miserable sort of question only because he had no real answer to it. So instead of easing his owe mind with a word or two of inspiration to his plan and actions, instead of doing anything that could have potentially brought him peace for even a second he simply stood there, his mind playing pinball with that god-damn marble, smacking the thought all around forcing it to keep coming back.
What was he looking for? Fuck if he knew, though he had a couple answers that he'd half convinced himself could have been true. Maybe he was ready to mingle with his own kind again, though he knew that didn't really have a grain of truth to it; he'd been alone out in the wild for nearly half a century without so much as a complaint or pang of missing his own kind and breed. So what was it? A deep seeded desire to help those of his nature? No, that wasn't it, he'd been bred and trained and drilled for loyalty, but not to loyalty to those he didn't know. He never handed himself out to those that didn't have cause or reason for his services; so then what the fuck was it?
"You know what the fuck it is, you just don't want to think about her..."
Blinking his eyes rapidly a few times, Alex shook his head, his gaze falling to the waves that lazily lapped up against the side of the passenger boat. Following the waves out to sea, his eyes locked onto the looming dock that drew her closer at a constant rate. New York City. He hadn't been here in decades, perhaps even close to a century, and now as it came closer and closer before his eyes with every passing moment he remembered why he'd hated it.
The stench.
Sniffing the air lightly the Wolf let his face wrinkle lightly in disgust. It was the stench hundreds of thousands packed together, most living in squalor, most polluting the air, the earth and everything around them at a rate to constant to be kept up with. It wreaked of filth and an all too human desperation he'd grown use to smelling in hubs such as this place. It was funny how things had a way of remaining unchanged when it came to these little Human puppets. He'd watched them grow for over one-thousand years, and despite their leaps and bounds in technology they still remained the same sad, dirty little apes they'd always been. The cities got shinier, got bigger, and got louder; but they never lost their rancid underbelly forged on the backs of the broken.
Tearing his eyes away from the millions of lights in the distance Alex once again let his gaze fall to the sea beneath him, his mind traveling centuries back and thousands of miles away. Back to Paris, back to a time when the world had felt a bit simpler, if not at least in those few fleeting months he'd spent with her. However, the 'her' wasn't so much a woman he'd held passionately in the night, a woman he'd made his mate and lost. No, Alex had long since lost his desire to give his heart and soul to another. The 'her' that tapped at his mind was something for sweeter, something held more dear than any woman brought to him by the flesh ever could.
Her name had been Luna, and she'd been the closest thing to a daughter he'd ever held in his hands.
Orphaned by the war with the Lucian Coven, Alex had taken her under his care. He'd protected her, he'd fed her, and most importantly, for the first time in centuries he'd loved someone. It had been simple with her, heart-breakingly easy. Her love for him had been what opened the door; it had been pure, it had been simple, and it had been one born of thankfulness and joy. She'd been something he'd held onto, not only because of the love she'd inspired within his heart once again, but also for something else, something deeper. She'd been a smart girl, well beyond her nine years. And in that infinite wisdom that had always shocked Alex and impressed him so she'd said something to him..-
"Alex, promise you'll always help us. Help our kind. I know you're sad, I know you want to hide from everything...but promise you'll be there when we need you. Promise Alex! Promise!"
Her words rang through his mind like a fucking church bell, even after almost two-hundred years. He closed his eyes against the impact of emotion her words brought to him, his ears deaf to the noise of groaning metal beneath his grip as the guard-rail dented inward at his grip. Luna Croix had died during their war with the Lucian Coven. Those fucking Vampires had learned of his 'daughter' and had taken her from him. He'd failed her, he'd let her perish just as he had let his Pack Brothers so many years ago it felt like another man's life. But her words, his promise to her, all of it still hung so perfectly crystal clear in the air that when he'd received the letter for EAI it had been as if Luna had been standing behind him, screaming her words at him through a megaphone.
"You promised, Alex, you promised!"
And she was right, that damned little pup was right, just like she always had been. He had promised, he'd sworn to her that he would be there to answer a call if it had been brought to him. It's why he'd gone into hiding, it's why the Wolf had disappeared. No one could call upon you if they didn't know you existed. But this EAI, this monolithic corporation owned and operated by his blood-kin had found him, and they had uttered a call to him.
"Well shit." The words fell from his lips with a slightly beaten attitude behind them. There it was, he had his fucking reason for what brought him here, and as he finally tore his eyes away from the water around him he noticed just how close they where to the dock now. Ramming his hands into the pockets of his leather jacket, Alex produced a bronze cigarette case and a book of matches. Popping the box open, the Wolf grabbed himself a cigarette, tapped the end against the hard, metallic surface of it's carrier twice, and popped it between his lips. A flash of light and the stench of sulfur let the those near by know a match had been struck to life, and puffing lightly, Alex lit the cigarette and allowed the rich tobacco to roll down his throat. It was a Turkish blend, a kind he'd grown partial to over his long life-span, and a kind he could only enjoy when he grew it and rolled it into these cigarettes himself. Allowing his mind to be caught up in enjoying the craftsmanship of his cigarette and the knowledge of his green thumb that had allowed him to cultivate and grow the native Turkish tobacco in Virginia, he'd hardly even noticed the Captain shouting something about the dock and barely felt the slight impact of the boat being drawn in.
A few moments later Alex found himself once again on solid ground, the cigarette nearly gone and his left hand clenching the handles of a simple dufflebag stuffed to the brim with clothes and his other personal effects. Well, what now? Dropping the cigarette, the Wolf crushed it's life away under the heel of one booted foot. Sniffing the air lightly, a habit he'd never break, the Wolf glanced from side to side and decided to make his way through the harbor dock and alleys and into the city. There he'd probably find a taxi and he was willing to bet a hefty price that any driver in the city could get him to the EAI corporate headquarters without needing directions. From what they had told him in the letter, the same letter the was so carefully folded and creased in his back pocket, a letter he'd read over a hundred times by now, apparently EAI was quite a large, and powerfully known industry within the city. Getting there wouldn't be a problem, at least he'd hoped as much. And with that mindset he set off, taking a turn down the nearest alley and heading towards where the stench of Humanity grew to almost an intolerable level.
The question rolled around inside Alex's head like a loose marble, bouncing here and there but never going away. It was a miserable sort of question only because he had no real answer to it. So instead of easing his owe mind with a word or two of inspiration to his plan and actions, instead of doing anything that could have potentially brought him peace for even a second he simply stood there, his mind playing pinball with that god-damn marble, smacking the thought all around forcing it to keep coming back.
What was he looking for? Fuck if he knew, though he had a couple answers that he'd half convinced himself could have been true. Maybe he was ready to mingle with his own kind again, though he knew that didn't really have a grain of truth to it; he'd been alone out in the wild for nearly half a century without so much as a complaint or pang of missing his own kind and breed. So what was it? A deep seeded desire to help those of his nature? No, that wasn't it, he'd been bred and trained and drilled for loyalty, but not to loyalty to those he didn't know. He never handed himself out to those that didn't have cause or reason for his services; so then what the fuck was it?
"You know what the fuck it is, you just don't want to think about her..."
Blinking his eyes rapidly a few times, Alex shook his head, his gaze falling to the waves that lazily lapped up against the side of the passenger boat. Following the waves out to sea, his eyes locked onto the looming dock that drew her closer at a constant rate. New York City. He hadn't been here in decades, perhaps even close to a century, and now as it came closer and closer before his eyes with every passing moment he remembered why he'd hated it.
The stench.
Sniffing the air lightly the Wolf let his face wrinkle lightly in disgust. It was the stench hundreds of thousands packed together, most living in squalor, most polluting the air, the earth and everything around them at a rate to constant to be kept up with. It wreaked of filth and an all too human desperation he'd grown use to smelling in hubs such as this place. It was funny how things had a way of remaining unchanged when it came to these little Human puppets. He'd watched them grow for over one-thousand years, and despite their leaps and bounds in technology they still remained the same sad, dirty little apes they'd always been. The cities got shinier, got bigger, and got louder; but they never lost their rancid underbelly forged on the backs of the broken.
Tearing his eyes away from the millions of lights in the distance Alex once again let his gaze fall to the sea beneath him, his mind traveling centuries back and thousands of miles away. Back to Paris, back to a time when the world had felt a bit simpler, if not at least in those few fleeting months he'd spent with her. However, the 'her' wasn't so much a woman he'd held passionately in the night, a woman he'd made his mate and lost. No, Alex had long since lost his desire to give his heart and soul to another. The 'her' that tapped at his mind was something for sweeter, something held more dear than any woman brought to him by the flesh ever could.
Her name had been Luna, and she'd been the closest thing to a daughter he'd ever held in his hands.
Orphaned by the war with the Lucian Coven, Alex had taken her under his care. He'd protected her, he'd fed her, and most importantly, for the first time in centuries he'd loved someone. It had been simple with her, heart-breakingly easy. Her love for him had been what opened the door; it had been pure, it had been simple, and it had been one born of thankfulness and joy. She'd been something he'd held onto, not only because of the love she'd inspired within his heart once again, but also for something else, something deeper. She'd been a smart girl, well beyond her nine years. And in that infinite wisdom that had always shocked Alex and impressed him so she'd said something to him..-
"Alex, promise you'll always help us. Help our kind. I know you're sad, I know you want to hide from everything...but promise you'll be there when we need you. Promise Alex! Promise!"
Her words rang through his mind like a fucking church bell, even after almost two-hundred years. He closed his eyes against the impact of emotion her words brought to him, his ears deaf to the noise of groaning metal beneath his grip as the guard-rail dented inward at his grip. Luna Croix had died during their war with the Lucian Coven. Those fucking Vampires had learned of his 'daughter' and had taken her from him. He'd failed her, he'd let her perish just as he had let his Pack Brothers so many years ago it felt like another man's life. But her words, his promise to her, all of it still hung so perfectly crystal clear in the air that when he'd received the letter for EAI it had been as if Luna had been standing behind him, screaming her words at him through a megaphone.
"You promised, Alex, you promised!"
And she was right, that damned little pup was right, just like she always had been. He had promised, he'd sworn to her that he would be there to answer a call if it had been brought to him. It's why he'd gone into hiding, it's why the Wolf had disappeared. No one could call upon you if they didn't know you existed. But this EAI, this monolithic corporation owned and operated by his blood-kin had found him, and they had uttered a call to him.
"Well shit." The words fell from his lips with a slightly beaten attitude behind them. There it was, he had his fucking reason for what brought him here, and as he finally tore his eyes away from the water around him he noticed just how close they where to the dock now. Ramming his hands into the pockets of his leather jacket, Alex produced a bronze cigarette case and a book of matches. Popping the box open, the Wolf grabbed himself a cigarette, tapped the end against the hard, metallic surface of it's carrier twice, and popped it between his lips. A flash of light and the stench of sulfur let the those near by know a match had been struck to life, and puffing lightly, Alex lit the cigarette and allowed the rich tobacco to roll down his throat. It was a Turkish blend, a kind he'd grown partial to over his long life-span, and a kind he could only enjoy when he grew it and rolled it into these cigarettes himself. Allowing his mind to be caught up in enjoying the craftsmanship of his cigarette and the knowledge of his green thumb that had allowed him to cultivate and grow the native Turkish tobacco in Virginia, he'd hardly even noticed the Captain shouting something about the dock and barely felt the slight impact of the boat being drawn in.
A few moments later Alex found himself once again on solid ground, the cigarette nearly gone and his left hand clenching the handles of a simple dufflebag stuffed to the brim with clothes and his other personal effects. Well, what now? Dropping the cigarette, the Wolf crushed it's life away under the heel of one booted foot. Sniffing the air lightly, a habit he'd never break, the Wolf glanced from side to side and decided to make his way through the harbor dock and alleys and into the city. There he'd probably find a taxi and he was willing to bet a hefty price that any driver in the city could get him to the EAI corporate headquarters without needing directions. From what they had told him in the letter, the same letter the was so carefully folded and creased in his back pocket, a letter he'd read over a hundred times by now, apparently EAI was quite a large, and powerfully known industry within the city. Getting there wouldn't be a problem, at least he'd hoped as much. And with that mindset he set off, taking a turn down the nearest alley and heading towards where the stench of Humanity grew to almost an intolerable level.